i love when people point out an acknowledgment i've already made about myself.
Yes, by society standards- i am most certainly a loser but i contest:
What the hell are you doing with your life that makes you so special?
You got a job promotion or you're getting married? WOW! I am shocked- that's like walking on the moon. Job promotions and marriage are certainly not mundane everyday activities. Oh wait, that is exactly what they are- you AREN'T special.
I have a life which I enjoy greatly and I have better stories than the majority of people I meet.
A love for living and great stories is what life is about to me-
I enjoy people with character not people with social ambitions and while I think of those people as losers- maybe, we are just running in different races.
Seriously, is there not some kind bake sale for charity story or do i need to go shove a kid in a well? Waste my fucking time.
In other news I've started exercising and I have cut my drinking down considerably- for me that is.
We'll see if it lasts but don't hold your breath. Well, everyone except for whitney- you should hold it. Seriously, do it- don't fuck this joke up too.
born like this into this as the chalk faces smile as Mrs. Death laughs as the elevators break as political landscapes dissolve as the supermarket bag boy holds a college degree as the oily fish spit out their oily prey as the sun is masked
we are born like this into this into these carefully mad wars into the sight of broken factory windows of emptiness into bars where people no longer speak to each other into fist fights that end as shootings and knifings
born into this into hospitals which are so expensive that it's cheaper to die into lawyers who charge so much it's cheaper to plead guilty into a country where the jails are full and the madhouses closed into a place where the masses elevate fools into rich heroes
born into this walking and living through this dying because of this muted because of this castrated debauched disinherited because of this fooled by this used by this pissed on by this made crazy and sick by this made violent made inhuman by this
the heart is blackened the fingers reach for the throat the gun the knife the bomb the fingers reach toward an unresponsive god
the fingers reach for the bottle the pill the powder
we are born into this sorrowful deadliness we are born into a government 60 years in debt that soon will be unable to even pay the interest on that debt and the banks will burn money will be useless there will be open and unpunished murder in the streets it will be guns and roving mobs land will be useless food will become a diminishing return nuclear power will be taken over by the many explosions will continually shake the earth radiated robot men will stalk each other the rich and the chosen will watch from space platforms Dante's Inferno will be made to look like a children's playground
the sun will not be seen and it will always be night trees will die all vegetation will die radiated men will eat the flesh of radiated men the sea will be poisoned the lakes and rivers will vanish rain will be the new gold
the rotting bodies of men and animals will stink in the dark wind
the last few survivors will be overtaken by new and hideous diseases
and the space platforms will be destroyed by attrition the petering out of supplies the natural effect of general decay
and there will be the most beautiful silence never heard
born out of that
the sun still hidden there
awaiting the next chapter
-Charles Bukowski, from The Last Night of the Earth Poems, 1992
i haven't been updating because i've been having the time of my life.. sorry to anyone who has worried about me and even more so to the people that my fun has infringed on their lifestyle. don't fret. everything eventually has to end.
Officials: Woman, 84, confesses to sex with boy, 11
POSTED: 2:24 a.m. EST, February 16, 2007
PORTLAND, Oregon (AP) -- An 84-year-old woman who confessed to having sex with an 11-year-old boy in her foster care reached a deal with prosecutors and pleaded guilty Thursday to attempted sex abuse, officials said.
Georgie Audean Buoy will serve 36 months in prison, said Leslie Wolf, chief deputy district attorney for Wasco County. She was originally charged with six counts, including attempted rape, for which she faced eight years in prison, Wolf said.
In a taped confession, Buoy admitted to having sex with the boy while he was in her care in 2004, Wolf said. Her age and lack of prior criminal convictions played a role in the plea deal.
Buoy's attorney, Andrew Carter, did not return messages Thursday.
Buoy, of The Dalles, was a longtime member of her church and volunteered at the county jail, Wolf said.
She must register as a sex offender after serving her sentence at a women's prison, and must pay $5,000 to the victim, as well as up to $7,500 in restitution for counseling
I suppose, What you say - what you do Don't mean nothing, nothing at all And all the bonds you make between ya Can be broken any time you want Now, please tell me if my philosophy's wrong I've got to know the truth I don't mean to offend anyone but, You know it's something that I do
In other news, I will be moving real soon. I'm more then excited. My doctor's appointment is tomorrow. That makes me even more happy. My friend's were right- some people are seriously stupid.
One of the most dangerous ways homosexuality invades family life is through popular music. Parents should keep careful watch over their children's listening habits, especially in this Internet Age of MP3 piracy.
Bands to watch out for
The Spores (endorse suicide)
Scissor Sisters
Rufus Wainwright
Merzbau
Ravi Shankar
Wilco
Bjork
Tech N9ne
Ghostface Killah
Bobby Conn
Morton Subotnik
Cole Porter
The String Cheese Incident
Eagles of Death Metal
Polyphonic Spree
The Faint
Interpol
Tegan and Sara
Erasure
The Grateful Dead (AIDS)
Le Tigre
Marilyn Manson (dark gay)
The Gossip
The Magnetic Fields
The Doors
Phish
Queen
The Strokes
Sufjan Stevens
Morrissey(?questionable?)
Metallica
Judas Priest
The Village People
The Secret Handshake
The Rolling Stones
David Bowie
Frankie Goes to Hollywood
Man or Astroman
Richard Cheese
Jay-Z
Depeche Mode
Kansas
Ani DiFranco
Fischerspooner
John Mayer
George Michael (texan)
Angel Eyes
The Indigo Girls
Velvet Underground
Madonna
Elton John
Barry Manilow
Indigo Girls
Melissa Etheridge
Eminmen
Nirvana
Boy George*
The Killers
Lou Reed
Lil' Wayne
Motorhead
Jill Sobule
Wilson Phillips
DMX
Lisa Loeb
Ted Nugent (loincloth)
Dogstar
Thirty Seconds to Mars
Lil' Kim
kd lang
Frank Sinatra
Hinder
Nickleback
Justus Kohncke
Bob Mould
Clay Aiken
Arcade Fire
Bright Eyes
Corinne Bailey Rae
Audioslave
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Panic at the Disco
Elton John(really gay)
In Our effort to keep this list up to date we'd appreciate your help. If you know of a band that is Gay or propogating a Gay message please email us so we can update. Donnie is handling this his email is: donniedavies@gmail.com
The response is overwhelming. You guys know of a lot more Gay Bands than I do. I can't keep up. Hopefully soon we'll have it so you can add them by yourself.
http://lovegodsway.org/GayBands
------------------------------------------------------------------ New STOOGES song
After months of keeping us waiting, The Stooges have revealed the first song from their forthcoming album, The Weirdness. As you've been told multiple times, the band's been in the studio with Steve Albini hard at work on their first album in 34 years.
The song in question, "My Idea Of Fun," is now available for your listening pleasure on the band's MySpace page. The trademark Albini drums are present and there's guitar everywhere. You may disagree, but Iggy seems to be the weak link here.
Personally, I really hope the rest of the album offers more than this single. Unfortunately, "My Idea Of Fun" is a good reason why so many of us are skeptical of reunions. I may be harsh, but Iggy sounds like he's only partly interested. Let's hope the band can still bring it live. The Weirdness will appear in stores on March 20.
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